Be Still and Know: 2011

Being Still

To be still in my mind is not something that is easy to me at all. I have A D D and A D H D Major! My Mother has always told me that it started in the womb. She said that her insides were bruised I was a VERY active baby. I am a stubborn, self willed, hard headed woman. These personality traits tend to rule me. I know that GOD has tried to mold those traits into something great, and I have rebelled most of my life.

Life is a Journey, and I have learned so much in these last few years. I married my Best Friend in 1993 and struggled to believe that he Loved me unconditionally. I struggle with the concept of Unconditional Love. I am learning and experiencing God's Love for me through my husband. I have so much to share. That is why I started this blog. I do believe I am suppose to do this. I have gone through so much and I have so much time on my hands right now. Going from being very successful as a Master hair Stylist working 60 to 65 hours a week. Hired to train under Redken in New York, to having Spinal surgery Dec 5th 2007. Then having to go on Disability. Being on Disability is the most humbling thing ever. I miss doing hair, I feel like Picasso with my arms cut off. Being an artist and doing Hair is my passion. But God has different plans. I am waiting on Him to show me the way. I do believe that the way is to be closer to Him. Just trying to Be Still and Hear what he is calling me to do.

I have a lot to share. Most of all this blog is for myself. Trying to make sense of it all. I do understand where I am right now. I am Thankful and feel Blessed. I hope maybe my life can minister to someone else.

This is My Story, This is My Journey.....

Jilsey ♥

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Last Blog, July 2010?

Wow!

Where did that time go? So much has happened.

Greg has had 2 heart attacks/Tia's, I've had complete right knee replacement, my Parents moved to Foristell,
2 miles away, then May 1st 2011 my Father passed away.

Dealing with way too much.

Tomorrow is my 47th Birthday. I'm already sad, my Parents, every year,
Always called and sang me Happy Birthday.

My laptop crashed, needs a new Mother Board. I thought i
Lost all my pictures of my Dad from hard drive re-formatting. Got
Good news yesterday, they are restoring, and retrieving all my data! Also only
Charging me $30-$50! Geek squad was going to charge me over $130
Just for diagnostics! Really? Theives!

I've been with out computer for over a month. My web site is on hold!
Www.Baybeegirl.com because all I have is my EVO 3D, which
Is very awesome, but I can not design/finish site on a cell phone.

Got so much going on inside. I feel I Need reformating my self.
Just stuck in a place, that keeps me still. I Need to get out
Of the house more!

Mom is making Chop Suey for my b-day dinner! The best!

Laters,
Jilsey -